After like about more than a year of my last update I'm here again. It's not that I haven't been on here since then, I do in fact get on here and favorite artwork here and then, but I just don't submit or write anything.
And that doesn't mean that I haven't draw anything, I just (still) feel like my art isn't good enough to be submitted in any website, even if I've been drawing for almost 7 years already. It's a problem that I can't seem to get rid of, no matter what I draw I feel like it's shit even when my close friends compliment it. The views on my own artwork haven't changed since I started drawing back in elementary school and it really makes me feel down. Many people have told me that I'm very talented at drawing, but I just don't feel like I am? And I know that a lot of artists also feel like this and that I'm still experimenting with my art but it's just frustrating, to the point that sometimes I think 'What's the point in drawing if I'm not good enough and I don't even post anything online?'. One time, I almost quit but I couldn't because drawing is the only thing I enjoy doing, the only subject that I really want to make a career out of. But then my self-esteem gets in the way and everything goes to shit again. I'm 18 years old, I'm starting college in two months and I know I need to grow the fuck up but it's hard, and I don't know what else to do.
Sorry about the rant, needed to get it out but it didn't help much.
Anyway, I've been trying to use other media on my art, mainly ink, copics, and watercolor. I just need to practice more.
And, if you're reading this, certain jackunzel shipper friend who I haven't talked to in a year, I'm am so sorry for being a shitty friend and not talking to you. I miss you, and I hope you're not mad at me. I hope we can talk again, and for you to feel better since it seems you have been having problems lately. Take care