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Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
Draws and fangirls over fictional characters.

No Requests by SweetDuke Gifts - Friends Only by SweetDuke Trades - Friends Only by SweetDuke Collaborations - Friends Only by SweetDuke I draw what I want stamp by izka197 I Take a Long Time To Do Shit by DSMeatte .: Read the comments :. Stamp by Beti-Kot I imagine with music Stamp by tastelessfate Inspiration Strikes when... by Qinni

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After like about more than a year of my last update I'm here again. It's not that I haven't been on here since then, I do in fact get on here and favorite artwork here and then, but I just don't submit or write anything.

And that doesn't mean that I haven't draw anything, I just (still) feel like my art isn't good enough to be submitted in any website, even if I've been drawing for almost 7 years already. It's a problem that I can't seem to get rid of, no matter what I draw I feel like it's shit even when my close friends compliment it. The views on my own artwork haven't changed since I started drawing back in elementary school and it really makes me feel down. Many people have told me that I'm very talented at drawing, but I just don't feel like I am? And I know that a lot of artists also feel like this and that I'm still experimenting with my art but it's just frustrating, to the point that sometimes I think 'What's the point in drawing if I'm not good enough and I don't even post anything online?'. One time, I almost quit but I couldn't because drawing is the only thing I enjoy doing, the only subject that I really want to make a career out of. But then my self-esteem gets in the way and everything goes to shit again. I'm 18 years old, I'm starting college in two months and I know I need to grow the fuck up but it's hard, and I don't know what else to do. 

Sorry about the rant, needed to get it out but it didn't help much.

Anyway, I've been trying to use other media on my art, mainly ink, copics, and watercolor. I just need to practice more. 

And, if you're reading this, certain jackunzel shipper friend who I haven't talked to in a year, I'm am so sorry for being a shitty friend and not talking to you. I miss you, and I hope you're not mad at me. I hope we can talk again, and for you to feel better since it seems you have been having problems lately. Take care :heart:
  • Mood: Shitty
  • Listening to: Marina and the Diamonds
  • Reading: otp fanfictions
  • Watching: Haikyuu!!, Steven Universe
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts X chi
  • Drinking: tea

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moonkute93 Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2014
hi dear I finished the JK project that I promised to tell u before! Hope you like it!…;
It's not my best work...But hope you enjoy it somehow!!
skies-of-blue Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
I would love to share your Jackunzel pictures on my ROTBTD blog. Do you have a tumblr I can re-blog them from? x
Marixia Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
That would be great! I do have a tumblr but I haven't posted any of my art there, I could if you want! Which Jackunzel drawings would you like to share? :)
skies-of-blue Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Oh that's brilliant yay! Could you send me a link to your blog? Personally I think you should upload all of them, I love them all!! :) There are a lot of Jackunzel/ROTBTD fans on tumblr who would be thrilled to see your art I'm sure! x
Marixia Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist

I uploaded my drawings! Thank you for asking me for permission! I'll gladly let you reblog my art! Most of them are in photosets I hope that's alright! My drawings are under "my art" tag. :heart:
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